| three good things:
1) finally 16
2) xmas tomorrow
3) joe is amazing.
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| I'm getting my tongue peirced at 11am. 
Then I have to work 1-9pm, hopefully I'll hang out with Braxton or Nora afterwards though.
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| i had the most horrible dream of my life last night. i'll tell you about it:
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there were kids at my school that didn't like many people, (you know those kind of kids. the really violent ones with not a lot of friends other than eachother.) well that day our whole school had to go to this show in the auditorium for end of EOC celebration. it was at 7 in hanes auditorium and it was getting dark. we were halfway through the presentation of our school year or whatever and then the lights suddenly turn on and the music stops. a student is up in the front of the stage yelling that we're all going to die and that he's going to slit our throats. there was an uproar of bloodcurling screams and running to get out when the boy on the stage pulled out a gun and shoots mrs. bickley, my world history teacher. while some people are running out, there are also other students pulling out guns and shooting people. everyone is running everywhere and i grab a few of my friends that i could find (erin, susannah, langston, and tara) and we all run to the B building. i was hoping to find refuge in the locker rooms or something. we all hide as best we can in bleachers and stuff, but i had to go in the lower gym because there wasn't enough room for me anywhere else. i hear the shooters pass and i come out to get everyone else. i walk down the hall and i start to weaken as i see red reflecting off the gym floor. i walk into the room and the first one of my friends i see is erin, who has been raped and then shot in the face. everyone is dead. all my friends are dead. i ran out of hte gym and broke into the gym teachers office and call my mother to tell her to come pick me up. she does and then i am home and sitting in the living room trying to explain why i'm covered in erin's blood and what happened at the school when a man comes up from outside to the double doors in my kitchen and just walks in. he has a dog with him, and i look at the ground, in case it was someone looking to kill me. he just leaves and walks out the opposite side of the house, the front door. i ask my mom who he was and she said "i don't know, he comes in a lot though." i follow him around the house through the cracks in our blinds. i'm right at his head level, and when i reach the last window his eyes are staring at me through the blinds from the outside. i scream and jump back, and his head turns horribly decayed and disgusting and bloody. i finally just ran outside into the back field, and all the shooters were just standing out there. i look at all of them in the face and start to cry. and then i turn around and sit down. one came up behind me and said "look what you did with your life," with a chuckle, and slits my throat. as i'm lying there, clutching my wound, another girl comes up and shoots me in the chest. i slowly die, and they all start to laugh at me until i'm dead.
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i woke up crying and spasming in cold sweat. what the hell is wrong with me. i'm so scared because shit like that could really happen. ugh. i'm goign to get a shower.
bye
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| some updates:
after-prom party was fucking awesome.
i am getting a new cell phone plan with a razr phone and i'm also getting a debit card.
my paycheck will be huge when i get it on the 26th.
i'm getting tipped out my ass by customers at the store
i got a new coldstone shirt
i love chase and we're doing better than ever
i love my life.
<3333
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| the sad part is i should be caring more, but i don't.
bought my prom ticket today with audrey,
it's going to be so much fun!!!!
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